So it has turned out to be a pretty interesting week. On Monday I got to go back to high school for a couple of hours. I helped with Davin's friends magic show thing. It just reminded me that I would not want to go back to high school! It was fun but I didn't sleep the night before and was pretty tired by the time we got done. Then I came home and I decided to continue pursuing the job thing. I made a couple of phone calls and a woman asked me to forward my resume, she was looking to hire a receptionist for her hair salon. I went to kinko's to print out a few copies of my resume and on my way out of the parking lot I noticed I was right next to the child care center that had also had an ad up on craigslist. I decided to go in and fill out an application. It's a great place with really great people. I spent almost three hours there talking to the director. I am really keeping my fingers crossed I really want this job. So all in all Monday was a pretty decent day. Then came Tuesday I was still being bothered by the things that were on my mind on Sunday. He could tell there was something wrong with me. We got into the conversation about our relationship and for once I was relieved to get everything off my chest. It turned into an arguement which I knew it would but for once I wasn't sad I was strong, I was going to end it once and for all...at least that's what I thought. He ends up telling me he doesn't want to lose me that he will do whatever it takes. He says he wants us to have better communication and for us to know each other better, I tell him I waht those things too but I don't see it happening. He says it will. Somewhere I lose my strength and fall back into wanting what I have always wanted and that is to be with him. He convinces me to go for a ride and we go walk around the mall talking. Then he takes me out to dinner and tells me we're going out. So I get home, shower and get ready to go out. We go to XS at the encore hotel and meet up with a few of his friends that are visiting from Alaska. We leave tge club after about 20 min because it's just too crowded. We go have a couple drinks at a lounge and then his friends convince us to go with them to Sapphire's a strip club. So we go have a couple more drinks there. Then we leave and decide to go gambling at Aria a new hotel in City Center. We end up playing 25$ hands of black jack and actually win a little $. Then we decide to call it a nite seeing as how at this point it's 6:30 am. We go grab breakfast from McDonald's and fall asleep in each other's arms, and in that moment I am happy. So I spent Wednesday hung over all day! So the past two days have been reltively uneventful. But I am hoping to hear from the child care place and have an interview set up soon! And as far as my relationship status I guess I'm going to stick it out for a while longer and see what happens.